hi beautiful well its been a weird few days feel like the hype of the dive has knocked me for 6 again..... i love you i keep talking to you keep kissing your pictures its mad i still cant find ur baby grow thats upsetting me i feel like im letting u down. Me and aleix keep having cuddles and going to sleep and i just keep asking you to come to see me but you havent i dont know why maybe you will when your ready. I love you loubie not a day that passes are you not in our lives especially mine i just want to hold you one last time just to tell you just how much you mean to me you are my world princess i miss you so much. sweet dreams my beautiful ginger ninja i hope il see and hold you soon mwah snuggling you forever mummys special baby girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡