hi loubs u ok princess well its strange how ur mind forgets things then just comes back n rips ur stomache to shreds then thinks u can feel ok again just remembered u crawlimg at top of stairs to go see emma playing and you looking back at me smiling then off u went again ur such a cheeky baby your so beautiful and happy ah princess i wish i could pick u up smother u in kisses cos id never let u go. I love you so much i miss having you here and making me smile please stay close to mummy i need you loubie lou xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx💕💞💓💝💖💟💗💘