morning beautiful loubie sorry i havent written to u all my internet went on my phone. I think about u every minute of every day iv been watching all ur videos its just such an devastating thing i cant believe its happened and its like a life thats unreal...... i wish i could feel inside how i did then now its like its numb empty hard foggy cold and pointless its just exsisting until im with u again. so mummys going to try pass her driving test and make some memories for u to join us on maybe start rebuilding the emptiness doing things u didnt get the chance to do. j love you loubie with all my heart and soul and if u stay close to me and ur sisters im sure wel be ok im giving you the biggest kiss and cuddle in the world princess i love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx