morning beautiful well its another month thats passed times just going nowere ....... never gets easier and i dont understand it but somehow we got to here. Aleix growing up so much and do u no whats not fair that im missing out on you growing up too. I hate it Loubie. Iv found the perfect tattoo for you a white feather with Loubie on it and it says look after my heart because i left it with you..... i hope you like it and that its good enough for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx there will never be any right words to say because i know you are with me and feel the same if i can smile ots because of you baby girl me and your sisters miss you soooo much and love you with all our hearts stay close princess. That bird that pooed on my shoulder still hasnt brought us any fortune but moneys nothing compared to having you back with us. Emma went to mother shiptons cave yesterday and made a wish that you would come back send her special kisses and erica too we love you our special little baby mwah i love you with all my heart and soul forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx one day il wake up from this nightmare amd wel be back together