hi baby sorry its been a few days so much going on and iv been too negative in my head to write but that doesnt mean i havemt thought or spoke to you. i held your bracelet to sleep last night to hope to see you but i didnt. both your sisters are poorly everyrhung happens at once. ah well at leasti know your wi grandad n narnie n your happy its going to be another sunday and grandad brods 13 year anniversary tomorrow. every month its an anniversay its just so wrong loubie its all back to front. im forever breathing for you princess and aleix is here for you too. we love you especially me i miss you my beautiful baby girl mwah sweet dreams xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx