morning loubie, another sunday and another month has gone...... i cant say its any easier cos i think its harder but i suppose its never going to be right or ok or normal its just exsisting because i have to. off to see erica again today tgre hopefully letting her come home so wel see. ii miss you princess more than i can ever put into words our hearts beat as one and will do until i have u in my arms again where we both belong. i love you mummys baby girl holding you forever mwah i hope you miss me too xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx