Hiya beautiful well had a few weird days that seem to have lasted a week stramge awful and a bit surreal. Thinking of u every second of every day. We decided if mummy doesnt fall on having a brother or sister for you then we will book a holiday for next year in the next couple of months.... something to plan but means longer without you just not right any of it. I love you loub with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx