Hiya princess, thinking of you all the time miss you so much. Aleix has started to smile shes so like U in every way if she had your little ginger tuft id think she was you :( I miss you everythings wrong just dont like it, I tried to use your baby bag the other day but couldn't do it, I picked your keys up and cried its just so hard its just not fair its breaking my heart just waking up, I haven't seen U since the night before I had aleix and now U wont come iv seen your feathers nnpillow nndoors nnother things but just not U, and all I need is my princess to show me that your ok and still with mummy,I feel so guilty all the time and empty and hollow when will that go away ? I love you I just want you to come home and I want to understand why your not here but I dont get it I really dont get any of it. Mummy and loubie forever baby girl just want to hold your baby hand and see U smiling and here playing with your sisters we aren't the same without you. X x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x