Hi loubie, another miserable day still the same pointless so many things would be different if you were here, just keep thinking well maybe it will make sense all click into place but it doesn't and won't :( Hope I fall asleep and then ul come but U dont come:| what's point anymore there hasn't been since U went. My heads screaming and nothing comes out,I even dreamt I was pregnant last night!! No baby will replace U or even come close only one little ginger nutbfor me and thats U,its not fairbi just want you back :'( I love you so much so y isnt it enough please stay close to me and hopefuly il get to see U x x x x x x. X x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x x x x x x x x. X x x x x x x