Hiya baby girl well its a rainy day all cold and wet not that I need any excuse to be miserable cos I always am. Still no dreams baby girl where are you hiding from mummy I need U to come see me princess. Your baby sister is so like U ots weird you should be here,dont know when all of this will be normal ornifnil ever feel normal again cos inside unjust feel dead and not happy everythings changed baby girl every single thing :( thinking of you always holding you in my heart forever x x x x x x I love you so much x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x xx x x x x x x x x x x x x x