Hiya baby girl well Christmas eve day and im miserable n fed up nnwish I wasn't awake. Just dont even want to be here just want to be with you had it with everyone being so happy and normal when its not its absolutley horrendous I wish U was here with me its so hard I love you hope ur smiling and having lots of fun mummy misses U more than anything not just today but every second of every day I love you my beautiful princess stay close to mummy x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x