Morning beautiful. Well not slept again and no dreams of U either just of sharks n water :( through the unsettled night again with the baby n the pain cant U tell her to cone out princess. Well its freezing wish U were at the side of me.to cuddle up to I know id sleep then. :( have my baby girls all snuggled up to me ah what a dream come true that would be baby girl. Think about so many things about the times we had together and I feel so sad :( but there were the happiest tines in my life so I dont understand it, I don't know how to register that ur not here loubie becuase I dont want to think ur gone. I love you so much and I no il be with U again so il hold onto that until I see U smiling at me again I love you so much more than U will ever know my beautiful princess mummys baby girl holding U so tight forever il never let U go x x x x x x x x x x x x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx