Sweet dreams beautiful,noticed that the feeling like iv never known U is more here than when iv had U, I cant describe it cos I talk to you every day but its like a life I had once but incant remember having it and now im here nearly 11 months later n I don't know how. I just turn my bottom lip down amd there's no........ Connection don't know if thats the right thing to say but I don't get it unjust dont understand. Under all the babies and they sound like inn do what U do but its likenits never happened like iv imagined all of I lt. To have you here would be a wish a miracle come true to hold you and feel U amd smell U. Nana bought ur birthday present today and cried I didn't know what to do cos Im crying inside every minute every second of every day i miss you so much i love you with all my heart I just wish i could be with you x x x x x x x x x x x x sweet dreams my beautiful baby girl i love you with all my heart and soul please come see me and ur sisters. This baby not moving alot anymore maybe shel be coming to see U and won't be here either i just dont know x x x x x x x x x nothings right anymore wish we were all together like before just us me and my three beautiful girls my life my everything holding you tight baby girl tighter than ubcan imagine x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x