Hiya princess another hard day,been to see nana and grandad talking about how beautiful U are and just how quickly time is going :( makes me hurt even more like stabbing my heart all over again to point of being sick will it ever change,heard a baby earlier sounded like U felt like ripping my head off my neck I cant stand it so what chance do we have when our baby comes ul have to help mummy be strong cos I know U sent her to me I no U did. I love you Loubie with every heart beat it gets stronger. Your little pumpkin lights up the room says loub on it ul love it no doubt trying to blow it out wish U were here ny beautiful baby girl x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x