Morning darling,well another sleepless night feel to blame why didnt I know why you why not me I hate it cant stand this feeling anymore its just not fair. All the things you should be doing laughing smiling playing with the girls running about your eyes face baby feet hands blanket dodie and giving me big cuddles and coming to bed with me n waking up to your beautiful smile why cant I have that anymore loubie why cant you be with your mummy likewveryone else is with theirs :'( I love you so much why isn't it enough I don't understand why its not enough il do anything i can to have you back x x x x x x x please come back home please :'( x x x x x x. X x x x x x x x x x x x x x x holding you so tight forever loubie I miss you princess x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x x xx x x x x x x x. X x x x x