Morning loub,sorry didnt write last night was shattered n upset cuddling U falling to sleep. So many memories that don't seem real or like web had them its strange ur only a baby why did you have to go :'( I wish it was me that got it and left U didnt deserve to go it wasn't ur time ur too beautiful to go all ur baby life ahead of you so why why you ???? I love you so much it hurts I just need you back then everything can be okay again just please come back I miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx