Sweet dreams loubie, just lay here thinking about U n saying night to you for the last time it hurts n I hate it coo I hope U hear me still every night with Erica n Emma we miss you,pretending helps but I cant let U go cos I don't want to and I never will my heart beats for you and always will hold mummy close cos I really need U and ur big cuddles that last for hours I love you so so so so so so so so sooooooooooo much its not fair I just don't get it U were here with me me why you why did you go I will swap.places I will do anything please tell me what to do just to have you back its just not fair baby its just not fair xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I love you xxxxxxxxxxxx