Hiya princess well today plodding by like every other pointless and meaningless strange but just waiting for the hours to pass but for no reason because nothing ever good happens really just the same old boring routine,Emma been off school today with me so went shopping the weathers been horrible and cold again I think the sun only shone when U were here baby girl. I hope ur playing and smiling and sharing ur beautiful soul I just wish I could be a part of that, i know il hold U in my arms again but properly not just in my dreams i love you so much loubie I really do i don't think i can love you anymore than this.....please stay close to me ur my other half and i need you more than U no can imagine U smiling at me melting me with ur beautiful eyes big kisses to you my beautiful baby girl i am truly utterly lost without you xx x x x x x. X x x. X x x x. X x. X x x x x x x. X x x. X x x. X x x. X x x x. X x x x x. X x x x x x x i love you sooooo much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx