Morning beautiful thinking of you every minute im so sorry baby girl I feel like iv let you down by not knowing il always blame myself for this happening to you,your the most preciousist baby I have and I didn't do enough did I............ I will swap places now I just want to be with you waking Up to you not here every time I close my eyes never mind trying to get thru the days its just so hard im dying inside I need you loubie I love you so much I am so so sorry I wish it was me not you x x x x. Xx x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x