Morning loubie,another Sunday :'( every day is hard but Sundays just make it so real because time is going on and on and you still haven't come home :( I love you so much and it hurts without you really really really hurts so bad its just not fair why you? Erica and Emma missing you too they hurting think its something that we will never understand how to deal with or ever want to .......thinking about you all the time then just see ur little feet at hospital bed all cold n U just gone why did you have to go :'( I just want you to come back I don't know how to carry on its too hard to live without you I just want you to be in my arms baby girl I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much why isn't it enough to make you cone home to me please Loubie please cone back to mummy xx xx x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x x x x x xx x il never let you go I promise my beautiful little baby girl x x x x x x x x x x x x x. X x x. X x x x. X. X x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x. X x x