Hiya princess, why does everything mean nothing and have no point to it there's just no enjoyment out odlf life or waking up or anything drinking takes the numbness away for aboylut five seconds then hits even harder. I miss you so much I just want you to cone back home to me nearly 8 months without you its not fair hate it hate it all x x x x x x x x x x xi love you princess so much x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x x x x x x x x x x x