Hiya loubie sorry its been a dew days I need es to pay my phone bill but not a day that's gone by iv missed U more and more and have been talking to you,when this will ever feel norm.al i don't know because its just getting worse and hurting more and more,nothings the same without you i just wish i could be with you instead of waking up to this pointless existance its just nothing all of it means n feels nothing just a black dark empty nothing. I love you so much baby girl the only way it will be ok is if you come home but no matter how many times i ask or tell you i love you and am missing you and need you ....you still don't come home to me :( just feel so dead inside without you i need my baby girl back in my arms where you belong it hurts so much x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x xx x x x x x x x x il change places in a instant or just to not wake up and be with you where we both belong that's all i want o be with you loubie it hurts without you everything really is nothing absolutley pointless and if this is how things are.... I just can't feel any worse i just want you back. I love you my beautiful blue eyed princess my heart belongs to you i miss you so much words don't come close the pain doesn't either i just love you and want you back so much x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x xx x x my beautiful loubie Lou x x x x x x x x x x x. X x x x x x x x x x my most perfect achievement in my life i love you x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x