Lindsay Powell 15th August 2013

Hiya princess holding your blanket so tight tapping ur little bum imagining ur beautiful face n holding U and sniffing U but all there is is this ache and I want it to go away I just want you back loubie,crying doesn't make it stop it just makes the ache worse like cutting my insides more than its possible just feels so wrong every time I picture U or think of a certain thing it hurts its like torture cos i just want you back i love you so much princess and nothing makes me feel normal because i haven't got U here anymore and its not fair i just want you to come home to me to your mummy where you belong x x x x x x x x x x x I don't see the point in any of this i just want to be with you and feel normal and happy again this is just nothing anymore no matter how i try pretend i feel dead inside and just long to be with you and hold you and see you and smile at you and cuddle and kiss and just have you with me again x x x x x xx sleep tight my little beautiful angel mummys here giving you the biggest cuddles and kisses to keep you haappy safe and warm mwah loubie i love you sweet dreams xx xx x x x x x x x x. X x x x. X x x. X. X x. X x. X x x x. X x x x x x x xx x x x x. X. X x x x x x. X x. X x x x x