Hiya princess just thinking in the 6 months its been just how everything has changed but so have I and its just clicked just how much.... Xxxxxxx all your things are the same and that won't ever change its just so surreal cos I don't no where the time has gone or even how we have got here without YOU !!!!! XXXXXXX MY heart aches for you and instead of coming to terms with this it just seems to get number n fuzzier day by day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx id give anything to have you back I still don't get why I don't suppose il ever find the answer xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I just wish I had you here physically cos I have you with me now in every way possible my heart is complete because I still do have you with me and that won't ever change so I promise il try b how U know me and maybe U won't be scared cos of all the tears so il smile behind my broken heart so I can hold U again. My beautiful loubie I love you sooooooooooooooooooo much I hope U miss me too xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx me ur daddy n sisters n bump need U to be here beside us so il settle for anything U can give me I promise xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx