Morning loubie I tried sending you a message twice yesterday but the site was down x x x x x x x had awful dream about U died in my arms but you were happy too was strange x x x x x anyway all I seem to do is sleep I think deep down ur helping me be at peace just hard to accept ur not here x x x x x x x x x I love you my beautiful loubie so much miss you more than words can ever be put into x x x x x x xx x. X x x x x stay close